2011年6月27日 星期一

回首

稍微彈了一下仙劍的音樂後,突然想起了之前做的送舊影片。
上網找了找,當然什麼也沒找到。
畢竟,當時將檔案全都刪除的人,是我自己。

我一直認為,生活週遭的人只不過是些過客罷了,
所以總是將這些脆弱的關係無情的斬斷。
或許,想要回首時,難免會感到落寞。

但我想,未來的我應該會感謝此刻我吧。
沒為什麼,只因為我不想讓自己陷入泥沼之中。
這樣活著,只會丟臉而已,只會讓自己變得難堪。

我,是個愛找藉口的人,每當回想曾說過的話,都非常的憤怒,和羞愧。
就算很少開口,稍不注意也會讓自己顯得相當幼稚。
當下講的大道理,隔了幾天看就顯得低俗無趣。

就這樣不斷的循環。
我想,這就是我。

2011年6月15日 星期三

Report - lazy...

Today, I finish the work for the Anvii website in the company.
Although I was not sleep after dinner, I still not continue my work on QT.
That's all.

2011年6月12日 星期日

Report - A bad week

This week I only work 10 hours. Why? Just watch the below table.

Sunday - 0 Hour
of course this day is a holiday.

Monday - 0 Hour
Dragon Boat Festival. Holiday, too.

Tuesday - 8 Hour
To the office. My boss and I discussed how to adjust the salary.
The answer was not good enough to me,
special my classmate get more pay from another company in one year ago.
It let me feel I am a loser.
In that time, I decided to get another job. I don't want to be a loser. I'm sad.

Wednesday - 0 Hour
Afternoon I went to the dentist.
At night, my tooth hurts like burning.
Let alone to sleep, I even can not sit down cause pain.


Thursday -
My tooth hurts like burning, so I do not go to the office.

... all of these are bullshit.


Anyway, I don't have any special skill in this world.

That the reason that why I can't survive.
In that case, I need to earn a skill to survive.
First. I need sleep. That all.